How do you feel when you do something special or important?

In my life there are many important or special things that happen, every time when I do something that is very important I feel bashful nervous and excited. Most of the things are about the things that I practice for a long very long time and I can do it just only one time, for example when I have the ballet exam every time when I do it I do not really have the confidence. Sometimes I cannot control myself that means I do not have concentration. If I do not have enough concentrate, I cannot dance very well and the result is not very good. This is the thing that I think is important.
The second thing that I think is important is when I talk in front of many people. In m.4 there is many times that, I have the speech like that. Every time I feel nervous because I am afraid that people do not understand what I say. When I talk, everybody will look at me and I do not like when there are many people looking at me. So every time when I’m going to have the speech I should prepare myself .For example I will talk in front of the mirror first and I call my mom to listen and she will give comments about what is good or bad. After that I will apply them to my work. The last thing is practice how to say it out, when I do like that I will have a lot of the confidence.

Culture

In this world, there are many cultures. In one country they will have have their own country and in each country, they will have the different culture too. In my opinion, the culture is from the people in the past and until the present. The culture will change with the time. I think we can decide what Thai culture is and what not Thai culture is. I looked at the presentation. I could not say what real Thai culture is. For example Tata Young who is the pop singer in Thailand and now the super star in other countries, in her music video she wares a bar, mini skirt and dances very sexy. Some people in Thailand like the thing that she does. If you compare to the past people would not wear like this. This is example for Thailand. For other countries, they have different culture. For example in the west the woman can wear bar to go outside because they think this is suitable. So we can not decide what is right or wrong.
Last Saturday I went to Wat Phra Kaew to interview the foreigners about the entertainment in their country. For example the most famous TV program. I asked the man who came from German he said comedy. However, in Thailand most people like to see the dramas. This is the different between culture that people like do

What society expects of me

In my life there are a lot of people expecting things of me. For example my parents expect that I will have a good job good life and be successful. I know they wish me well. So they try to do everything that is the best for me. They always say “you should try to study. If you try from now, in the future you can pass entrance for the good university”. Every time when I hear that I think I should do the best for everything, but sometimes I feel pressure because I am afraid to make them impress. When I feel like that, I will tell them and they will say “You don’t think about it too much, you just do the best”
Nowadays I study in the high school. I have only 2 years left before I go to entrance. Many people ask me what is the university that I want to learn at. The teacher who taught me when I was young asks me about this question too. I know they expect me to go to the top university in Thailand. Some of them suggest I learn in the Mahidol University in an international program. I want to learn there too. But I don’t know if I can do that. I will try to do the best, because I don’t want to make my teacher impress about me.
In my life I have a lot of friends. All of my friend expect me to be a good friend for them. I try to be a good friend for them. But I don’t know if I am a good friend for them enough.